Es ist eine Schande, denn ich verzweifle langsam ein wenig. Ich nutze ja nun gut und gerne den Service von Bloghof, mir mein Blog konterfrei hier zu gestalten. Ich verwussele alle paar Stunden in Gedanken und schreibe sie auch brav auf, um damit vielleicht ein wenig meinem aktuellen Gemütszustand zu entrinnen. Jedoch das, was sich dieses Blog jetzt leistet, ist langsam der Tropfen, der mein Faß zum überlaufen bringt. Ich möchte gerne folgendes ab sofort haben – es ist ja schließlich auch Weihnachten!

1. Trackbacks, die einfach zu Handhaben sind und nicht mühevoll ausgetestet werden müssen.
2. Permalinks, die sich ändern, wenn man das Datum des Eintrags manuell ändert.
3. Datumsanzeigen, die korrekt dargestellt werden, denn von 0-1 Uhr morgens ist NICHT das Datum des Vortages mit dem neuen Wochentag.
4. Layout, das ich frei gestalten kann, denn vordefinierte Templates kotzen mich an.
5. RSS-Feeds, die auch Aktualisierungen innerhalb der Einträge mit aufnehmen.
6. Benotungssystem, das sich mir erschließt, da ich nicht weiß, warum ich mal 0, mal 1 und mal 2 Sterne vergeben darf.
7. Layout 2, da ich gerne mein „Avatarbild“ als dynamisches Bild von meinem eigenen Server laden möchte.
8. Kommentare, die kein Spam sind, sondern sinnvolle Beiträge darstellen, die das Blog ebenso gut ergänzen.
9. Multilinguale Darstellung, da nicht nur germanisch Abstammige dieses Blog lesen können.
10. Support, da Thomas Gigold mir nicht per Kontaktformular antwortet… :(

Soviel erstmal dazu, ich musste einfach meinen Unmut über dieses System veranschlagen. Jedoch wünsche ich jedem Leser ein fröhliches Weihnachtsfest! Macht’s gut, macht’s besser, und beschenkt euch reichlich! Bekehrt zum monetären Konsum! Yeeha its Christmas! ;)

Currently playing: Austin Powers – Theme Song
Current mood: Alles klar

Es ist wieder so weit, und Deutschland hat darauf gefiebert. Das öffentlich-rechtliche Fernsehen hat Harald Schmidt wieder, und Deutschland wird für das lange Warten mit den neuen Possen des Meisters des Abends entlohnt. Das Showtainment hat ein ähnlichen Rahmen, wie man es vom letzten Jahr kennt, eine kurze Prelude für das Publikum, danach eine schillernde Diskussion mit dem „Chefdramaturg“ Andrack, und Schmidt scheint trotz des neuen Äußeres nicht anders aus.

Dieser mediale Weihnachtsmann mit Retrolook gestikuliert mit der Pfeife in der Hand, als hätte er soeben einen Millionendeal unter Sack und Fach gebracht. Ein Weihnachtsmann mit schwarzem Anzug, blütenweißem Hemd und schwarz-weiss-gelb gestreifter Krawatte setzt Zeichen für unsere Heimat: Victory, Peace? Der Joe Ackermann von der Deutschen Bahn. Es heißt „die Gerechtigkeit wird siegen“.

Er beugt sich dem überwiegenden Grund für die Mehrheit des Deutschen Volkes. Und das alles auch ohne Gäste, also ein Harald Schmidt pur. KEINE GÄSTE! Wie schön – es ist vorbei! Kein endloses Gelaber und fiktive Promotionaktionen von Pseudoprominenten und Möchtegernkomikern, die bei allen anderen lustigen Shows vorkommen. Der Grund ist einfach erklärt: „Deutschlands Schlampenreservat wurde stillgelegt!“ – Viva ist vorbei, und da die meisten dieser medialen Wesen aus dieser Spelunke entstammen, können wir uns wieder freuen!

Danke Harald!

Currently playing: ARD – Harald Schmidt
Current mood: Grinsend

Es ist der Abend vor Weihnachten, dem anmutigen Fest der Sinne. Aufgrund dessen, dass sich die moderne Szene des Christentums mit dem Thema des Weihnachtsfestes auseinander setzt, surft man so mir nichts Dir nichts im Internet herum. Ich befinde mich auf der Suche nach jedweden destruktiven aber auch motivierenden Faktoren, die einem den modernen Zyklus des Weihnachtsfestes verdeutlichen. Wohlwollend ernte ich die Früchte, die von meinem Browser geerntet werden, und stoße auf folgende wichtige Aktion – übernimmt wirklich ein dominanter heidnischer Brauch das restriktive Heilige Fest? Was passiert in hundert Jahren, wenn die Menschheit die Religion abläßt? Wem kann da noch geholfen werden…



Rettet das Christkind – Stoppt den Weihnachtsmann!
http://www.christkind.at.tf/


Currently playing: ProSieben – Werbung… ätzend!
Current mood: Alles klar

Dieses Wallpaper ist eine verwaschene Aufnahme eines Teelichtes, das ich im Extrablatt am 19. Dezember fotografiert habe. Katharina und ich tranken einen Latte Macchiatto mit Amaretto, und wir hatten doch allerlei Spaß. Das wirklich Schöne an dem Bild ist, dass Katharina auf der anderen Seite des Tisches sitzt, was nur bei näherer Betrachtung auffällt. Die Kerze selbst verfolgt eine Lichtspur in einem Winkel von fast 45°, ist wohl ein ordinäres Teelicht aus der Mogelpackung von Gastronomiebetrieben, aber es wirkt einfach schön! Mehr Bilder zu diesem Event gibt es in meinen Shots’n’Pics – der Bildergalerie…

Currently playing: Beatsteaks – I don’t care as long as you sing
Current mood: Glücklich

Ich nahm mir eben kurz Zeit, meine Rubriken ein wenig zu strukturieren. Der Grund ist einfach – ich möchte nicht mehr eine endlose Mixtur aus den verschiedenen Themen in einem großen Block haben. Dies hat natürlich keinen Einfluss auf die Startseite mit allen zusammengetragenen Rubrikeninhalten. Aber ab jetzt werde ich meine zweckmäßigen literarischen Abhandlungen in der „Philosophy Corner“ verwenden, um das Volk mit meinem geistigen Gut zu erquicken. Mein fast täglicher Seelenstriptease wird nun ausschließlich mit meiner „Reality Soap“ den Leser begeistern, und in der „Spieleecke“ werden alle inhaltlich auch nur ansatzweise passenden Sachen eingebaut, die auf die berühmten vier S’s (Spiel, Spaß, Spannung – und Schokolade) zutreffen könnten. Weiterhin bleibt die „Unicum Academie“ bestehen, damit auch jeder interessierte Leser seinen Erwartungshorizont erweitern kann. Das „Party Radar“ bietet ab jetzt jegliche Inhalte zu meinen abendlichen Exzessen – mehr oder minder konsequent verfolgt. Als nette Zugabe plane ich ab sofort eine neue Rubrik, die „Media Zone“ genannt wird. Dort versuche ich, auf einzelne Internetseiten oder das Geschehen der Radio- und Fernsehwelten zu verfolgen – mal sehen ob’s klappt! Außerdem wird in der Rubrik „Wallpapers“ immer wieder ein neues Bild auftauchen…

Currently playing: Red Hot Chilli Peppers – Otherside
Current mood: Gelangweilt

Religion in Chaos
Religion is a worship of the supernatural, seen as a pure commitment or devotion to faith or observance to a belief. Religion is being held as a system of beliefs by a community with ardor and faith coming from the individual towards its group and its community. As religion is relating the belief to manifest a faithful devotion to an acknowledged ultimate reality or deity, it renders the individual in a scrupulously and conscientiously faithful light. Mankind uses religion to find help and aid. Many religions are nothing else but a Book of Anger. The use of religion to explain science is mankind’s greatest ignorance and makes mankind to be the Weakness of Inferiors. If mankind is inferior to itself, a world without a creed is the Creation of Monsters. This is our Balance in Chaos.


The religious culture is understood as a pagan belief through the eyes of mankind. As myth, mystery and fiction are involved, the religious culture will find its main interest in most people’s eyes within the mystical sub-motif of the Force. It is understood as a kind a ‚mana‘ that is ethically neutral. The use or abuse of the Force usually appears as magic for either good or evil causes, as these acts provide the people with the essential part of pagan believes to understand a brief scheme of the relicious culture. Those who wished to follow pagan beliefs and consort with the dead exist even in our world are seen as vicious species. Is a religious fight beneficial for society?



Religion as Personality
Religion means a devotion, it means a faith. The religions offered by society are a form of mass-marketing, and allow individuality to an extend while the individual belief must be compatible with the original thought. Religions are not my design once your belief is based on preset order. Instead, I follow a religion through which I can find to have openess and harmony within the whole spectre of my existence. I do not follow a religion, but I believe in a religion that I design to my personal needs. Do I need a God? If I do, I will have a God. Do I need to praise? If I do, I will praise. Will I praise to a God? Certainly, if it is affected through the preset religion. But as a religious being, to what will I praise? To the Force, to life, to eternity, to individuality… to existence?



Personality as a Religion
My study of religion and the ways of a belief have always been based on emotions, mentality and spirituality – among other things. Without these keys, an individual cannot not recreate a creed for itself.


The human eye can grasp a variety of colors in all possible shades of dark, light or neutral grayness. As the human can understand the differences between colors, it is able to determine a new cause of evolution for its own spirit, its own mind, its own individuality. Emotions affect a human as much, as they represent a full scale scheme of colors. The ways of a belief reflect such colorful scheme if the individual will only allow itself to understand, and trust, and share the ammount of faith which is required for a belief.


As the ideals of a human being are represented through its mental state. The ability to understand and share knowledge will unlock the path to the culture for the benefit of the individual’s existence. Mentality requires strength, and a strong, clear and aware mind will bind the individual to the culture and its community. Each of these steps is a very personal moment, and the individual will show faith… or show none.



Culture as a Religion
As the culture is based on fundamental believes, I am able to share them as far as I wish to accept them. But once the culture becomes a religion, I will not support it. To support a Religion requires faith, and it is imperative to share this ammount of faith to a religion, but not to a science fiction tale. Seen as whole, the philosophy, the belief and abilities you will find through the culture, you will gain faith once the culture will become independent from any relation to the science fiction universe. While this step has not been achieved yet, there is no way of seeing a culture as a religion. Attempts are shown in various ways, but the complete assignment where the way of being, which is a way of life, is revealed in conjunction with religion has to be done still. Until this work is not completed, the religion will be a Religion in Chaos.



Currently playing: Jon Bon Jovi – Queen of New Orleans
Current mood: Glücklich

The ideals I share within my life are ideals that represent the following: Ideals are made to be an ultimate object or aim of endavor, as they are goals within our personal reach. Through an ideal’s positive factor, they become a regarded model, basically an example for yourself and for others once you are able to share them. My ideals are merely equal, as there is no priority or hierarchy meant while I count them up. However, the final part will explain itself, and it will stand as basement for any other ideals as I see them as most important ones amongst the many.



My Idealism


Helpful and Obedient
As you are living in a modern world, you are usually limited through society. Law and order exists, and you are expected to obey these rules and codes of conduct. You are submissive to the command of authority, while you are able to offer your own self towards society. You are helpful, you are granting access to your own understanding – your helpful manners and obedient self will match each other in equality to ensure that obedience and helpfulness will not fight against each other or against any other of your ideals.


Courteous and Kind
Respect for and consideration of others is as important as being polite to everyone regardless of their age or position. Good manners make it easier for others to get along with yourself, and through this gentle behaviour you will gain an inner strenght and ability to interact with the many. To treat others as you want to be treated is the root of a potential future.


Cheerful and Friendly
Respect shall be shown towards others in two ways: As first, you must grand them your respect as you respect yourself, and as second, you must be able to respect them even higher than yourself if necessary. To act cheerful with a look for the bright side of things assists in the act of being friendly towards others. While respecting one, there is no excuse to respect another less without provocation.


Thrifty and Protective
Repaying my life through the ideals that I wish to preserve for myself is one way, while the help and assistence I can offer for others is another. Saving and protecting beings as much as conserving nature is a foundation of carefully saving time and property.


Brave and Courageous
To face danger although you are afraid is a duty on its own. Danger may be the result of your thoughts about people, society or structure, and you may be threatened for your opinion. To have this mental and moral strength to preserve these thoughts is a vital ideal for your survival in society.


Clean and Fair
For the mind, body and spirit it is a requirement to have an honest mind. To be free from idealistic failures, a moral corruption or sinister connections of any kind is an important ideal if you wish to act respectful towards another being. A fair judgement is achieved only in this way, as there is no excuse for misguided thoughts. The body and mind will be trained with fitness, as I choose the company of those who live by high or even higher standards.


Reverence and Respectful
Certainly, the majority of individuals has a basic set of believes settled around a religion. For religious matters, as where spirituality equals with religion, I have the honor or respect towards a belief even if it is not my own. I acknowledge positive religions, as it would be the sin of mind to be disrespectful towards the belief of another, while I reserve the right to expect the same ammount of respect for my ideals and believes.


True and Trustworthy
To tell the truth is imperative, it is a sign of honesty and acknowledgement to show that you can depend on somebody, i.e. trustworthy people keep promises. However, the truth must not be told always once you have to protect somebody from your knowledge to limit the chances of pain of this person.



Loyalty and Honor


Loyalty is what exactly?
If I see myself as a political man, its as if I’d face myself unswerving in allegiance. Take this as being faithful to one’s lawful sovereign or government. The same goes for military activity as much as politics, even if some people aren’t as loyal as they should – traitors exist everywhere.
But primarily, loyalty for the single human being in our society goes beyond political idealism. Instead, when speaking about loyalty, the individual of society considers this as a faithful act to a private person to whom its fidelity is due, or if focussed upon objectivity its a faithful act to a cause, ideal, custom, institution, or product.
As loyalty within political structures reflect the primary meanings of loyalty such as a devoted trust in whatever people can think of, the word loyalty requires other things too.
I could not be loyal without honor and my „Second Eye“ view – which reveals the other opinions concerning my possible loyalty towards me. That should actually conclude that I am a very disloyal man – or not?


Where and how is my loyalty centered?
I think not that I’m a disloyal man -or I’d be an outsider of society- because I indeed have the honor and loyalty towards myself. This is very important, hence without it, there would be no other choice of loyalty at all. With this, I keep track of my ideals, my concepts, my principles, my visions and my opinions and judgement.
Coming as next is the most usual and open-hearted act of loyalty – to be loyal to your clanhouse – mostly known as family. My beloved ones and close friends are those that I wouldn’t dishonor unless they make the mistake to be considered for exclusion. But that happened only once so far.
The rest belongs to the loyalty concepts of politics. I am a politician and know how to keep my focus upon my party, my adversaries and government. And I am a supporter of various groups too. Here I am as loyal as you can imagine – and have no need to backstab or plot treachery.



Mistakes or Wanted?


Have you noticed that I am loyal to my adversaries? My enemies?



Never interrupt your enemy when he is making a mistake.“ — Napoleon Bonaparte


It would be a mistake by me if I’d not trust them, not honor them as much as I honor me. If I’d see myself higher than them, I’d be more likely going to fail my own loyalty by loosing my position, my abilities, my interest, my devotion, my desperation, and my demand for law, order, righteousness and idealism. Loyalty indeed implies a firm resistance to any temptation to desert or betray – and if you’d betray your enemies… to who could you be loyal to in the end?


Current mood: Skeptisch

Today I’ve been able to enjoy a particular event in my family concerning the dinner. I’ve been staying some hours at my aunt’s house and was (fortunately) invited to have a little snack before returning home. Since it was the first real meal for this day, I kept on eating three rolls and three more slices of bread with sweet jam, cheese or cold meat, a bunch of salad, and with a nice herbal tea. I felt like visiting them – while being rather occupied with university and my folks for the last month. My little cousin was rather freaking out to see me, she’s 10 years old now and tried to constantly fork my body or dig her finger into my side. I don’t know, maybe she’s been on something similiar to high caffine! My other cousin kept focussing on preparing herself for the cinematic event in the city, while my other cousin kept stabbing my mind with considerous talk about computer things – games, hardware, dsl stuff, all that junk. Ah well, my aunt kept enrolling her situation of the day concerning the dinner and the trouble my little cousin caused by annoying me with the poking, while my uncle told me dirty jokes about men and(!) women or his wit about hunting.

After all, its been a quite pleasant entertainment, but I raced back home and moved into the city just in time to catch the last Punch at our usual place for the alcoholic vine-rum-amaretto-mixture. Our group consisting of Pascal, Steffi, Felix, Cynthia, Sven and myself went to Sonja’s birthday party in the Central Café at the Nordermarkt. We ate something and had a meter of beer, then left for Sven’s place to have a few more beers and chips once Andi, Birke and Christoph joined us … we all had some nice funny games…hehe! A little while later as we’ve been occupied with the games, the more of us began to leave, while Theresa, Katharina and Kerstin arrived finally after leaving Sonja’s party event. In the end, I was driven back home by Theresa and so far I’ve been sitting on my couch reading mails and a few more news.

On another note, I had a small conversation on the phone with Kristin concerning our overall (and most general) planning for the 31st of December. We’re not sure on where and how we’re going to celebrate this event, but I hope to get everything into the case of entertaining joy! Great, ain’t it?

The things that troubled me today are limited to one topic so far, and that’s my girlfriend. I was unable to fulfill my small promise to give her a call this evening since I was at my aunt’s place and had to immediately run to my student’s „pre-x-mas-party“ evening. However, I was able to send her an SMS once I found a moment of clarity in my mind – and I have to admit, I’m sorry. In the end, I’m the one who’s going to regret it, and sleeping all alone in the bed is the last kind of resolve I’d want to face this night – too sad it’s going to be like that until next week. She wrote me a mail, she sent me a greeting card, she’s just too cute… to be true? Hmmm… I will ponder about it for a while, and I’m probably right about it!

Currently playing: Freaky reggae-type ecard-music sent by Katharina
Current mood: Verliebt

Nachdem ich den ersten Schlück meines Caramel Macchiatto genossen habe, lief es ganz schnell die Kehle herunter – das Zeug macht süchtig. Zur Zeit belichte ich meinen Geist in der Marketingvorlesung, die relativ unterbesetzt ist. Ein Grund liegt wohl an dem kommenden Weihnachtsfest, bei dem von jedem Studenten ja schon viel Zeit abverlangt wird. Die einen Heimscheisser fahren nach Hause, die anderen bleiben hier, und wieder andere machen nichts anderes als Home-Hopping.

Warum habe ich es eigentlich verpasst, das Fußballspiel jetzt um 11 Uhr anzuschauen? Bei Sven startet ja der Biertrunk dafür, aber irgendwie hatte mich meine innere Unruhe nicht zufrieden gelassen, da ja eine kleine „Anwesenheitspflicht“ bei der Vorlesung herrscht.

Ich hole mir wohl gleich noch einen White Chocolate Mocca aus unserer neuen kleinen Cafétería im Uni Hauptgebäude – nur 20 Sekunden von mir entfernt.

Currently playing: Prof. Dr. Jens H. Fischer – Marketing Chapter 7
Current mood: Alles klar

Bis eben weilte ich noch in der Innenstadt und aß während meines Einkaufsbummels ein paar leckere Mutzen. Der Einkaufsbummel handelt natürlich primär von Weihnachten, und da soll man natürlich auch mal Spaß dran haben! Also habe ich schnell noch die ersten der letzten Geschenke besorgt, und bin bereit für den weiteren Abend. Im Prinzip wird er wie folgt ablaufen: Anziehen, losdüsen, punschen im Studienkreis, heimkehren nach Hause, kuscheln und so’n Zeugs auf der Couch und vielleicht irgendwann auch schlafen! Also dann, ich muss los! Versprochen ist versprochen!

Currently playing: Jinglebells … alles selbst gesungen im Kopf
Current mood: Grinsend